I remember hearing from Christians how they enjoyed fasting. They would state how they received such benefits from this discipline, and I would immediately think to myself, "What are they talking about? Are they confused? Benefits? What, a loss of water weight? “Of course, when I fasted, all I heard was complaints from my stomach telling me to feed me, and to feed me now or else pay for it all day."Unfortunately, I would give in to these grievances and never reach the point t
I sit and wonder: "Why am I here?"
Please make this mess disappear.
Arguing and alcohol, couriers of despair,
Deposit their burdens, more than I can bear. Anguished mother hurts me,
Father runs and flees,
Bitterness consumes the heart,
Alone and scared, I want to part. Drugs ease the pain away,
Isn't that what some say?
I find that this cannot be so.
My heart is still so full of woe. Dark prison surrounded by disdain,
No release from these chains,